I am so sorry,
things were never the way I wanted them to.
If I had done harm beacause I didn't mean to,
forgive my idiocy.

I hate myself.
I hate myself for being so weak
I hate my face for giving away my every emotion.
Now I know why people wear masks,
I need one.

While you curse the dam for bursting,
know that the water's always been there.

I don't want to flood you...