Can I abandon all civility and scream till I can scream no more?

I feel like throwing a tantrum like that imbecile at the supermarket the other day. It's anger I feel, not resentment unfounded.

I hate it when you don't want to listen.

I hate it when you think you understand but you don't even know.

I hate it when you assume I am having so much fun just because I am out for CCA? You think I am enjoying myself just because I am online?

Oh for the love of pete!!!
Do you see my strugles, do you hear my cry, my plea?...

I wake up everyday and make a new resolution to finish what I have to for the day, and when this god-forsaken world starts embedding me with avalanche after avalanche of bullshit and I can not finish what I set out to, do you think I do not feel the pain? Do I not too feel frustrated?

I tried.

Please mum...